By Victoria herself the change was welcomed, though, at the moment of departure, she could afford to be sentimental.

"Though I rejoice to go into B.P.for many reasons," she wrote in her diary, "it is not without feelings of regret that I shall bid adieu for ever to this my birthplace, where I have been born and bred, and to which I am really attached!" Her memory lingered for a moment over visions of the past: her sister's wedding, pleasant balls and delicious concerts and there were other recollections.

"I have gone through painful and disagreeable scenes here, 'tis true," she concluded, "but still I am fond of the poor old palace." At the same time she took another decided step.

She had determined that she would see no more of Sir John Conroy.

She rewarded his past services with liberality: he was given a baronetcy and a pension of L3000 a year; he remained a member of the Duchess's household, but his personal intercourse with the Queen came to an abrupt conclusion.
II It was clear that these interior changes--whatever else they might betoken--marked the triumph of one person--the Baroness Lehzen.