[All He Knew by John Habberton]@TWC D-Link bookAll He Knew CHAPTER XV 8/11
But why should he have been quoted to me, or any other man in the community? We don't have to be convinced that Jesus lived: we believe it already.
The belief has been born in us; it has run through our blood for hundreds of years.
Do you know what I've honestly believed for years about a lot of religious men in this town, you among the number? I've believed that Jesus was so good that you've all been making hypocritical excuses, through your theology, to get away from this!" "Get away from my Saviour!" gasped the deacon. "Oh, no; you wanted enough of Him to be saved by,--enough to die by; but when it comes to living by him--well, you know perfectly well that you don't." "Awful!" again groaned the deacon. "When I heard of that wretched convict taking his Saviour as an exemplar of daily life and conduct, it seemed ridiculous.
If better men couldn't do it, how could he? I had no doubt that while he was under lock and key, with no temptations about him, and nothing to resist, he had succeeded; but that he could do it in the face of all his old influences I did not for an instant believe.
I began to study him, as I would any other criminal, and when he did not break down as soon as I had expected, I was mean enough--God forgive me!--to try to shake his faith.
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