7/21 The brooding, the moodiness; all the childish qualities, were my own importations. I was a little ashamed to tell him, that--that I was going to live, in fact. Some of the glory of it had gone, as if one of two candles I had been reading by had flickered out. You must have been having a pretty bad time." It struck me as abominably unfair. I hadn't taken up with the _Hour_ because I was tired of having a bad time, but for other reasons: because I had felt my soul being crushed within me. |