But I think she had a wish to reduce me to a state of the most abject bondage.

She had designs of domination and subversion regarding the entire household, I now believe, worthy of the evil spirit I sometimes fancied her.
My father beckoned me into the study one day, and said he-- 'You ought not to give poor Madame so much pain.

She is one of the few persons who take an interest in you; why should she have so often to complain of your ill-temper and disobedience ?--why should she be compelled to ask my permission to punish you?
Don't be afraid, I won't concede that.
But in so kind a person it argues much.

Affection I can't command--respect and obedience I may--and I insist on your rendering _both_ to Madame.' 'But sir,' I said, roused into courage by the gross injustice of the charge, 'I have always done exactly as she bid me, and never said one disrespectful word to Madame.' 'I don't think, child, _you_ are the best judge of that.

Go, and _amend_.' And with a displeased look he pointed to the door.