"Is it gone from me?
My art?
Steady," he went on, passing his hand over his face with a reassuring smile; "steady, old man, this won't do, again--and so soon! It won't do for you to get scared twice like that.

This is just nervousness, you are overexcited.

Pshaw! What's the matter with me?
Let's get to work." Still another time he dusted out what he had done and recommenced, concentrating all his attention with a tremendous effort of the will.
Grotesque and meaningless shapes, the mocking caricatures of those he saw in his fancy, grew under his charcoal, while slowly, slowly, a queer, numb feeling came in his head, like a rising fog, and the touch of that unreasoning terror returned, this time stronger, more persistent, more tenacious than before.
Vandover nerved himself against it, not daring to give in, fearing to allow himself to see what this really meant.

He passed one hand over his cheek and along the side of his head, the fingers dancing.

"Hum!" he muttered, looking vaguely about him, "this is bad.