I do not wish to try too hard lest I harm her.

For I know that she have suffer much, and sleep at times be all-in-all to her.

I think I drowse myself, for all of sudden I feel guilt, as though I have done something.

I find myself bolt up, with the reins in my hand, and the good horses go along jog, jog, just as ever.

I look down and find Madam Mina still asleep.