I would get Dr.Van Helsing or Dr.
Seward to prescribe something for me which would make me sleep, only that I fear to alarm them.

Such a dream at the present time would become woven into their fears for me.

Tonight I shall strive hard to sleep naturally.

If I do not, I shall tomorrow night get them to give me a dose of chloral, that cannot hurt me for once, and it will give me a good night's sleep.

Last night tired me more than if I had not slept at all.
2 October 10 P.M .-- Last night I slept, but did not dream.