It rather upset me for a bit.

There has been so much trouble around my house of late that I could do without any more.

I have been curious, too, as to what you mean.
"Quincey and I talked it over, but the more we talked, the more puzzled we got, till now I can say for myself that I'm about up a tree as to any meaning about anything." "Me too," said Quincey Morris laconically.
"Oh," said the Professor, "then you are nearer the beginning, both of you, than friend John here, who has to go a long way back before he can even get so far as to begin." It was evident that he recognized my return to my old doubting frame of mind without my saying a word.

Then, turning to the other two, he said with intense gravity, "I want your permission to do what I think good this night.

It is, I know, much to ask, and when you know what it is I propose to do you will know, and only then how much.