She expressed this as delicately as she could.
"No, I never would have attempted it for myself.

Change is only pain and weariness to me.

I have no wish to leave dear, familiar Cairnforth till I leave it for--the place where my good old friend is now.

And sometimes, Helen, I fancy the hills of Paradise will not be very unlike the hills about our loch.

You would think of me far away, when you were looking at them sometimes ?" Helen fixed her tender eyes upon him--"It is quite as likely that you may have to think of me thus, for I may go first; I am the elder of us two.