[A Noble Life by Dinah Maria Mulock Craik]@TWC D-Link bookA Noble Life CHAPTER 12 6/15
She now waited for him in that eternal reunion which the marriage union teaches, as perhaps none other can, to realize as a living fact and natural necessity. But it was different with the earl.
Sometimes, in an agony of bitterness, he caught himself blaming her--Helen--whom her old father never blamed; wondering how much she had found out of her husband's conduct and character; speculating whether it was possible to touch pitch and not be defiled; and whether the wife of Captain Bruce had become in any way different from, and inferior to, innocent Helen Cardross. Lord Cairnforth had never answered her letter--he could not, without being a complete hypocrite; and she had not written again.
He did not expect it--scarcely wished it--and yet the blank was sore.
More and more he withdrew from all but necessary associations, shutting himself up in the Castle for weeks together--neither reading, nor talking much to any one, but sitting quite still--he always sat quite still--by the fireside in his little chair.
He felt creeping over him that deadness to external things which makes pain itself seem comparatively almost sweet.
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