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The English Orphans

CHAPTER XX
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Then it occurred to her how impossible it was that he should have earned so much in so short a time; and as soon as she could trust her voice to speak, she asked who it was that had thus befriended her.
Miss -- -- was not at liberty to tell, and with a secret suspicion of Aunt Martha, who had seemed much interested in her welfare, Mary returned to her room to read the other letter, which was still unopened.

It was some time since Billy had written to her alone, and with more than her usual curiosity, she broke the seal; but her head grew dizzy, and her spirits faint, as she read the passionate outpouring of a heart which had cherished her image for years, and which, though fearful of rejection, would still tell her how much she was beloved.

"It is no sudden fancy," said he, "but was conceived years ago, on that dreary afternoon, when in your little room at the poor-house, you laid your head in my lap and wept, as you told me how lonely you were.

Do you remember it, Mary?
I do; and never now does your image come before me, but I think of you as you were then, when the wild wish that you should one day be mine first entered my heart.
Morning, noon, and night have I thought of you, and no plan for the future have I ever formed which had not a direct reference to you.
Once, Mary, I believed my affection for you returned, but now you are changed greatly changed.

Your letters are brief and cold, and when I look around for the cause, I am led to fear that I was deceived in thinking you ever loved me, as I thought you did.


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