39/57 It isn't easy to explain how I feel--but I've no confidence in myself--" "_You_! No confidence? "I suppose it's something of that sort. But there's more--a self-distrust amounting to self-disgust at moments.... Stephanie, I _want_ to do something good--" "You have--dozens of times." "People say so. The world forgets what is really good--" he made a nervous gesture--"always before us poor twentieth-century men looms the goal guarded by the vast, austere, menacing phantoms of the Masters." [Illustration: "'I know it is _you_. |