But the guilt of blood is on my soul--even the face of my dear love I can see now only through its scarlet mist; so that if what seemed my perfect joy were now granted me, it would come spoilt and stained and blotched." She paused, fixing her eyes on him again; but he neither spoke nor moved.
"You knew my sin," she said, "the sin so great in my heart; and you knew how little my acts yielded to it.

Did you think, my lord, that the sin had no punishment, that you took it in hand to add shame to my suffering?
Was Heaven so kind that men must temper its indulgence by their severity?
Yet I know that because I was wrong, you, being wrong, might seem to yourself not wrong, and in aiding your kinsman might plead that you served the king's honor.

Thus, my lord, I was the cause in you of a deed that your heart could not welcome nor your honor praise.

I thank God that you have come to no more hurt by it." Rischenheim began to mutter in a low thick voice, his eyes still cast down: "Rupert persuaded me.

He said the king would be very grateful, and--would give me--" His voice died away, and he sat silent again, twisting his hands.
"I know--I know," she said.