[A Heroine of France by Evelyn Everett-Green]@TWC D-Link bookA Heroine of France CHAPTER XI 14/15
Listen, and I will tell you all.
I often had my days and hours of fear because this great work was put upon one so weak and ignorant as I, and it was long before I clearly understood that I was but the instrument in a mighty Hand, and that power for all would be given me.
Then my fear left and great joy came; perhaps even some pride and haughtiness of spirit in that I had been chosen for such a task. "And then it was that my voices asked of me: 'Jeanne, hast thou no fear ?' "And I answered without pause, 'I fear nothing now.' "Then St.Catherine herself suddenly appeared to me in a great white light and said: 'Child, thou art highly favoured of heaven; but the flesh is easily puffed up.
And for this cause, and because it may be well that thou thyself and all men shall know that thou art but human flesh and blood, thou shalt not escape unscathed in warfare; but thou too shalt feel the sting of fiery dart, and know the scald of flowing blood.' "I bowed my head and made answer I would bear whatever my Lord thought fit to lay upon me; and I asked if I might know when this thing would happen.
It was not told me then; but later it was revealed to me; and I know that upon the seventh day of May I shall be wounded--" and she touched her right shoulder as she spoke, just below the neck. "But what matter will that be, when the siege of Orleans shall be raised ?" Her face was aglow; nothing could touch her joy, not the insults of the proud Generals, nor the knowledge of coming pain for herself. Her thought was all of the mission entrusted to her; and so, though thwarted and set aside, she showed no petty anger, dreamed not of any paltry vengeance such as others might have dealt the soldiers, by refusing to march with them on the morrow.
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