[Martin Eden by Jack London]@TWC D-Link bookMartin Eden CHAPTER XIV 7/42
And he could conclude only that there were no warm human men at the other end, only mere cogs, well oiled and running beautifully in the machine. He was a good fighter, whole-souled and stubborn, and he would have been content to continue feeding the machine for years; but he was bleeding to death, and not years but weeks would determine the fight.
Each week his board bill brought him nearer destruction, while the postage on forty manuscripts bled him almost as severely.
He no longer bought books, and he economized in petty ways and sought to delay the inevitable end; though he did not know how to economize, and brought the end nearer by a week when he gave his sister Marian five dollars for a dress. He struggled in the dark, without advice, without encouragement, and in the teeth of discouragement.
Even Gertrude was beginning to look askance.
At first she had tolerated with sisterly fondness what she conceived to be his foolishness; but now, out of sisterly solicitude, she grew anxious.
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