In the interval between the footman's closing the door and taking his place behind she raised her smiling brown eyes to his face, observing, playfully,--'I fear you must think me very insensible, Frederick: I know it is the custom for ladies to cry on these occasions, but I couldn't squeeze a tear for my life.' He only answered with a kiss, and pressed her still closer to his bosom.
'But what is this ?' he murmured.

'Why, Esther, you're crying now!' 'Oh, it's nothing--it's only too much happiness--and the wish,' sobbed she, 'that our dear Helen were as happy as ourselves.' 'Bless you for that wish!' I inwardly responded, as the carriage rolled away--'and heaven grant it be not wholly vain!' I thought a cloud had suddenly darkened her husband's face as she spoke.
What did he think?
Could he grudge such happiness to his dear sister and his friend as he now felt himself?
At such a moment it was impossible.
The contrast between her fate and his must darken his bliss for a time.
Perhaps, too, he thought of me: perhaps he regretted the part he had had in preventing our union, by omitting to help us, if not by actually plotting against us.

I exonerated him from that charge now, and deeply lamented my former ungenerous suspicions; but he had wronged us, still--I hoped, I trusted that he had.

He had not attempted to cheek the course of our love by actually damming up the streams in their passage, but he had passively watched the two currents wandering through life's arid wilderness, declining to clear away the obstructions that divided them, and secretly hoping that both would lose themselves in the sand before they could be joined in one.

And meantime he had been quietly proceeding with his own affairs; perhaps, his heart and head had been so full of his fair lady that he had had but little thought to spare for others.
Doubtless he had made his first acquaintance with her--his first intimate acquaintance at least--during his three months' sojourn at F--, for I now recollected that he had once casually let fall an intimation that his aunt and sister had a young friend staying with them at the time, and this accounted for at least one-half his silence about all transactions there.