Besides this, I would contrive to dispose of my jewels, not the family jewels, but the few I brought with me from home, and those my uncle gave me on my marriage.

A few months' arduous toil might well be borne by me with such an end in view; and in the interim my son could not be much more injured than he was already.
Having formed this resolution, I immediately set to work to accomplish it, I might possibly have been induced to wax cool upon it afterwards, or perhaps to keep weighing the pros and cons in my mind till the latter overbalanced the former, and I was driven to relinquish the project altogether, or delay the execution of it to an indefinite period, had not something occurred to confirm me in that determination, to which I still adhere, which I still think I did well to form, and shall do better to execute.
Since Lord Lowborough's departure I had regarded the library as entirely my own, a secure retreat at all hours of the day.

None of our gentlemen had the smallest pretensions to a literary taste, except Mr.Hargrave; and he, at present, was quite contented with the newspapers and periodicals of the day.

And if, by any chance, he should look in here, I felt assured he would soon depart on seeing me, for, instead of becoming less cool and distant towards me, he had become decidedly more so since the departure of his mother and sisters, which was just what I wished.
Here, then, I set up my easel, and here I worked at my canvas from daylight till dusk, with very little intermission, saving when pure necessity, or my duties to little Arthur, called me away: for I still thought proper to devote some portion of every day exclusively to his instruction and amusement.

But, contrary to my expectation, on the third morning, while I was thus employed, Mr.Hargrave did look in, and did not immediately withdraw on seeing me.