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The Tenant of Wildfell Hall

CHAPTER XXXVIII
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Let her injure you no further; abstract yourself from her, and stand alone.' 'And you, Madam,' said he sternly, arresting himself, and turning round upon me, 'you have injured me too by this ungenerous concealment!' There was a sudden revulsion in my feelings.

Something rose within me, and urged me to resent this harsh return for my heartfelt sympathy, and defend myself with answering severity.

Happily, I did not yield to the impulse.

I saw his anguish as, suddenly smiting his forehead, he turned abruptly to the window, and, looking upward at the placid sky, murmured passionately, 'O God, that I might die!'-- and felt that to add one drop of bitterness to that already overflowing cup would be ungenerous indeed.
And yet I fear there was more coldness than gentleness in the quiet tone of my reply:--'I might offer many excuses that some would admit to be valid, but I will not attempt to enumerate them--' 'I know them,' said he hastily: 'you would say that it was no business of yours: that I ought to have taken care of myself; that if my own blindness has led me into this pit of hell, I have no right to blame another for giving me credit for a larger amount of sagacity than I possessed--' 'I confess I was wrong,' continued I, without regarding this bitter interruption; 'but whether want of courage or mistaken kindness was the cause of my error, I think you blame me too severely.

I told Lady Lowborough two weeks ago, the very hour she came, that I should certainly think it my duty to inform you if she continued to deceive you: she gave me full liberty to do so if I should see anything reprehensible or suspicious in her conduct; I have seen nothing; and I trusted she had altered her course.' He continued gazing from the window while I spoke, and did not answer, but, stung by the recollections my words awakened, stamped his foot upon the floor, ground his teeth, and corrugated his brow, like one under the influence of acute physical pain.
'It was wrong, it was wrong!' he muttered at length.


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