You know how greatly I admired you before I first went abroad; and while I felt that there was little chance for me, you being sought by so many, I did not give up hope.

This hope was strengthened by my visit last summer, and when I returned and found you free a few weeks since I determined to win you if I could.

You know I would have spoken before had you permitted.
I have for some little time felt myself irrevocably bound by what has passed between us.

I also believed that you would eventually give me a full explanation in regard to Mr.Arnault, and that his attentions would cease.

As to my not being able to take care of you, that is absurd.