Of course it would be terribly hard for me to lose my footing and fall, and I feel that I should not rise again.

Arnault worships success and worldly prestige.

You are a part of his ambitious scheme.

If you helped him parry it out he would do almost anything you wished, and he could throw business enough in my way to put me speedily on my feet.
You must make your choice in view of the following facts: You can go on living here, just as you are, two or three weeks longer, dallying with opportunity.

By that time, unless I get relief and help, I shall reach the end of my resources, and creditors will take everything.