24/37 His father and I dreamed dreams about him. He went into the Indian Civil Service--the Hopes were always a far-wandering race--and he gave his life fighting famine in his district.... And Jock would be nothing but a soldier--_my_ Jock with his warm heart and his sudden rages and his passion for animals! (Jock Jardine reminds me of him just a little.) There never was anyone more lovable and he was killed in a Frontier raid--two in a year. Their father was gone, and for that I was, thankful; one can bear sorrow oneself, but it is terrible to see others suffer. Augusta was a rock in a weary land to me; nobody knows what Augusta is but her mother. |