Of course it can't go on indefinitely, but I do hate the thought of going away and leaving it all.

I love the place.

It has given me a new feeling about life; it has taught me contentment: I have found peace here.

If I go back to the old restless, hectic life I shall be, I'm afraid, just as restless and feverishly anxious to be happy as I used to be.

And yet, I suppose, I must go back.