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Ships That Pass In The Night

CHAPTER XIX
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The little Polish governess who clutched so eagerly at her paltry winnings, caressing those centimes with the same fondness and fever that a greater gambler grasps his thousands of francs, she, had left too; and, indeed, most of Bernardine's acquaintances had gone their several ways, after six months' constant intercourse, and companionship, saying good-bye with the same indifference as though they were saying good-morning or good-afternoon.
This cold-heartedness struck Bernardine more than once, and she spoke of it to Robert Allitsen.

It was the day before her own departure, and she had gone down with him to the restaurant, and sat sipping her coffee, and making her complaint.
"Such indifference is astonishing, and it is sad too.

I cannot understand it," she said.
"That is because you are a goose," he replied, pouring out some more coffee for himself, and as an after thought, for her too.

"You pretend to know something about the human heart, and yet you do not seem to grasp the fact that most of us are very little interested in other people: they for us and we for them can spare only a small fraction of time and attention.

We may, perhaps, think to the contrary, believing that we occupy an important position in their lives; until one day, when we are feeling most confident of our value, we see an unmistakable sign, given quite unconsciously by our friends, that we are after all nothing to them: we can be done without, put on one side, and forgotten when not present.


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