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Paul Faber, Surgeon

CHAPTER XVIII
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I would not have you guilty of irreverence." "That could hardly be, if I recognized no presence." "There was at least," rejoined Mr.Bevis, "the presence of a good many of your neighbors, to whom you never fail to recognize your duty, and that is the second half of religion: would it not have showed want of reverence toward them, to bring an unsympathetic presence into the midst of their devotion ?" "That I grant," said the doctor.
"But it may be," said the curate, who had come up while they talked, "that what you, perhaps justifiably, refuse to recognize as irreverence, has its root in some fault of which you are not yet aware." "Then I'm not to blame for it," said Faber quietly.
"But you might be terribly the loser by it." "That is, you mean, if there should be One to whom reverence is due ?" "Yes." "Would that be fair, then--in an All-wise, that is, toward an ignorant being ?" "I think not.

Therefore I look for something to reveal it to you.

But, although I dare not say you are to blame, because that would be to take upon myself the office of a judge, which is God's alone, He only being able to give fair play, I would yet have you search yourself, and see whether you may not come upon something which keeps you from giving full and honest attention to what some people, as honest as yourself, think they see true.

I am speaking only from my knowledge of myself, and the conviction that we are all much alike.

What if you should discover that you do not really and absolutely disbelieve in a God ?--that the human nature is not capable of such a disbelief ?--that your unbelief has been only indifference and irreverence--and that to a Being grander and nobler and fairer than human heart can conceive ?" "If it be so, let Him punish me," said the doctor gravely.
"If it be so, He will," said the curate solemnly, "-- and you will thank Him for it--after a while.


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