[Nancy by Rhoda Broughton]@TWC D-Link bookNancy CHAPTER XLIII 4/7
For once, he does not hear her.
He is still looking. Then he catches a glimpse of my skirts, and comes straight toward me. Thank God! it _was_ me he was looking for.
I feel a little throb of disused gladness, as I realize this. "Are not you cold ?" he says, perceiving the open window. "Not I!" reply I, brusquely--"naught never comes to harm." "I wish you would have a shawl!" he says, as the evening wind comes, with the tartness of autumn, to his face. "Why do not you say, '_do, for my sake!_' as Algy once said to me, when he mistook me in the dark for Mrs.Huntley ?" reply I, with a mocking laugh--"I am not sure that he did not add _darling_, but I will excuse _that_!" At the mention of Algy, a shade crosses his face, and his eye travels to where, in the dignified solitude of a corner, my eldest brother is sitting, biting his lips, and reading "Alice Through the Looking-glass," upside down. "Foolish fellow! I wish he had not come!" "I dare say he returns the compliment." "I wish she would leave him alone!" he says, with an accent of impatience, more to himself than to me. "That is so likely," say I, quickly, "so much her way, is not it ?" I suppose that something in the exceeding bitterness of my tone strikes him, for his eyes return from Algy to me. "Nancy," he says, speaking with a sort of hesitating impulse, while a dark flush crosses his face, "it has occurred to me once or twice--if the idea had been less unspeakably absurd, it would have occurred to me many times--that you are--are _jealous_ of Zephine and me!--YOU jealous of ME!!" There is such a depth of emphasis in his last words--such a wealth of reproachful appeal in the eyes that are bent on me--that I can answer nothing.
I say neither yea nor nay.
He has sat down on the couch beside me. "Tell me," he says, with low, quick excitement--"and for God's sake do not grow scarlet, and turn your head aside as you mostly have done--did you, or did you not know that--that _Musgrave_ was to be here to-day ?" "I _did not_--_indeed_ I _did not_!" I cry, with passionate eagerness; thankful for once to be able to tell the truth; "we none of us did--not even Barbara!" He repeats my last words with a slightly sarcastic inflection, "_not even Barbara_!" A moment's pause. "Why did you stop talking so suddenly, the moment that we interrupted you ?" he asks, with an abruptness that is almost harsh--"what were you talking about ?" Phew! how hot it is! even though one is by the open window!--even despite the cool moistness of the night wind. "I was--I was--I was--congratulating him!" I say, doing the very thing he has forbidden me, reddening and turning half away.
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