[Nancy by Rhoda Broughton]@TWC D-Link bookNancy CHAPTER XXXVI 14/19
Is this the beginning of a like change in Roger? A spasm of jealous agony, of angry despair, contracts my heart as I think this. "Well, are all Mr.Huntley's debts paid ?" I ask, trying to speak in a tone of sprightly ease; "is there a good hope of his coming back soon ?" "Not yet a while; in time, perhaps, he may." Still there is not a vestige of a smile on his face.
He does not look at me as he speaks; his eyes are on the long, dead knots of the colorless grass at his feet; in his expression despondency and preoccupation strive for supremacy. "Have you made your head ache ?" I say, gently stealing my hand into his; "there is nothing that addles the brains like muddling over accounts, is there ?" _Am_ I awake? _Can_ I believe it? He has dropped my hand, as if he disliked the touch of it. "No, thanks, no.
I have no headache," he answers, hastily. Another little silence.
We are marching quickly along, as if our great object were to get our _tete-a-tete_ over.
As we came, we dawdled, stood still to listen to the lark, to look at the wool-soft cloud-heaps piled in the west--on any trivial excuse indeed; but now all these things are changed. "Did you talk of business _all_ the time ?" I ask, by-and-by, with timid curiosity. It is _not_ my fancy; he does plainly hesitate. "Not quite _all_," he answers, in a low voice, and still looking away from me. "About _what_, then ?" I persist, in a voice through whose counterfeit playfulness I myself too plainly hear the unconquerable tremulousness; "may not I hear ?--or is it a secret ?" He does not answer; it seems to me that he is considering what response to make. "Perhaps," say I, still with a poor assumption of lightness and gayety, "perhaps you were talking of--of old times." He laughs a little, but _whose_ laugh has he borrowed? in that dry, harsh tone there is nothing of my Roger's mellow mirth! "Not we; old times must take care of themselves; one has enough to do with the new ones, I find." "Did she--did she say any thing to you about--about _Algy_, then ?"--hesitatingly. "We did not mention his name." There is something so abrupt and trenchant in his tone that I have not the spirit to pursue my inquiries any further.
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