2/13 No doubt that by-and-by I shall derive a little solace from the thought of their company; that when they come I shall even be inveigled into some sort of hilarity with them; but at present, "No." There are some days on which all ills gather together as at a meeting. Barbara is prostrated by a violent headache, and is in such thorough physical pain that even she cannot sympathize with me. Mr. All day, therefore, I must refrain myself and be silent. And I am never one for brooding with private dumbness over my woes. |