[Nancy by Rhoda Broughton]@TWC D-Link bookNancy CHAPTER XXI 7/21
Albeit I know the trivial causes for which people employ the telegraph-wires nowadays, I never can get over my primal deadly fear of those yellow envelopes, that seem emblems and messengers of battle, murder, and sudden death.
As I tear it open, a hundred horrible impossible possibilities flash across my brain. Algy and Barbara have both been killed in a railway-accident, and have telegraphed to tell me so; the same fate has happened to Roger, and he has adopted the same course. "_Algernon Grey to Lady Tempest._ "Cannot come: not allowed.
_He_ has turned nasty." The paper drops into my lap, as I draw a long breath of mingled relief and disappointment.
A whole long evening--long night of this solitude before me! perhaps much more, for they do not even say that they will come to-morrow! I _must_ utter my disappointment to somebody, even if it is only the footman. "They are not coming!" say I, plaintively; then, recollecting and explaining myself, "I mean, they need not send in dinner! I will not have any!" I _cannot_ stand another repast--three times longer than the last too--for one _can_ abridge luncheon, seated in lorn dignity between the staring dead on the walls, and the obsequious living. As soon as the man is fairly out of the room, I cry again.
Yes, though my hair is readjusted, though I spent more than a quarter of an hour in bathing my eyes, and restoring some semblance of white to their lids, though I had resolved--and without much difficulty, too, hitherto--to be dry-eyed for the rest of the evening.
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