[Fated to Be Free by Jean Ingelow]@TWC D-Link bookFated to Be Free CHAPTER XIX 9/21
That was a word she could not hope to understand.
When a difficulty is once confessed to be unconquerable, the mind can repose before it as before difficulties overcome, so says Whately.
"If it had only been as hard a word as _chemical_" thought Janie, "I would have looked it out in the spelling-book; but this word is so very hard that perhaps nobody knows it but Cray." For the remainder of the week, though many revolutionary speeches were made in Parliament against the constituted schoolroom authorities, there was, on the whole, better behaviour and less noise. After that, John took his three elder children on the Continent, keeping the boy with him till Harrow School opened again, and remaining behind with the girls till the first week in November.
During this time he by no means troubled himself about the domestic happiness that he felt he had missed, though he looked forward with fresh interest to the time when his intelligent little daughters would be companions for him, and began, half unconsciously, to idealise the character of his late wife, as if her death had cost him a true companion--as if, in fact, it had not made him much nobler and far happier. He was not sorry, when he returned home, to find Valentine eager to get away for a little while, for it had been agreed that the old man should not be left by both of them.
Valentine was improved; his comfortable and independent position in his uncle's house, where his presence was so evidently regarded as an advantage, had made him more satisfied with himself; and absence from Dorothea had enabled him to take an interest in other women. He went away in high spirits and capital health, and John subsided into his usual habits, his children continuing to grow about him.
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