[Lorna Doone A Romance of Exmoor by R. D. Blackmore]@TWC D-Link bookLorna Doone A Romance of Exmoor CHAPTER XX 4/13
Is it any wonder that I cannot sink with these, that I cannot so forget my soul, as to live the life of brutes, and die the death more horrible because it dreams of waking? There is none to lead me forward, there is none to teach me right; young as I am, I live beneath a curse that lasts for ever.' Here Lorna broke down for awhile, and cried so very piteously, that doubting of my knowledge, and of any power to comfort, I did my best to hold my peace, and tried to look very cheerful.
Then thinking that might be bad manners, I went to wipe her eyes for her. 'Master Ridd,' she began again, 'I am both ashamed and vexed at my own childish folly.
But you, who have a mother, who thinks (you say) so much of you, and sisters, and a quiet home; you cannot tell (it is not likely) what a lonely nature is.
How it leaps in mirth sometimes, with only heaven touching it; and how it falls away desponding, when the dreary weight creeps on. 'It does not happen many times that I give way like this; more shame now to do so, when I ought to entertain you.
Sometimes I am so full of anger, that I dare not trust to speech, at things they cannot hide from me; and perhaps you would be much surprised that reckless men would care so much to elude a young girl's knowledge.
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