I am perfectly aware that the surge of life has caught me up, tossed me to its crest, and is driving me blindly out across the waste spaces of the world toward you--wherever you may be--whatever be the cost.

I will not live without you.
"I am not yet quite sure what has so utterly changed me--what has so completely changed within me.

But I am changed.

Perhaps daily familiarity with death and pain and wretchedness, hourly contact with the paramount mystery of all, has broadened me, or benumbed me.

I don't know.