After all, I suppose it was only a question of opportunity.
That particular devil who tempts men to their dishonour contrived that the business should be made fatally easy for me.

You were away, and the coast was clear, you know.

I loved you, Gilbert; but there is a passion stronger than the love which a man feels for his dearest friend.

I meant most steadfastly to keep my faith with you; but you were away, and that fellow Forster plagued me to come to him.

I refused at first--yes, I held out for a couple of months; but the fever was strong upon me--a restless demon not to be exorcised by hard work, or dissipation even, for I tried both.