She did not go away.

Then I twisted her arm, and pushed her away violently.
"'What is the matter with you?
Come to your senses!' she shrieked.
"'Go away,' roared I, louder than ever, rolling my eyes wildly.

'It takes you to put me in such a fury.

I do not answer for myself! Go away!' "In abandoning myself to my anger, I became steeped in it, and I wanted to commit some violent act to show the force of my fury.

I felt a terrible desire to beat her, to kill her, but I realized that that could not be, and I restrained myself.