16/34 "At first," he whispered, dreamily, "my life was like a vision of heaven--or hell; I didn't know which. Since she went I know what perdition means; what darkness is. I know what it is to be torn to pieces alive. That's how I feel." "You may come and live with me again," said Almayer, coldly. "After all, Lingard--whom I call my father and respect as such--left you under my care. |