2/38 I remained on at school till I sat alone by myself in the highest class--a position of little dignity and deep loneliness. I had grown a tall, square-set lad, and my prowess at Rugby football was renowned beyond the parishes of Kirkcaple and Portincross. To my father I fear I was a disappointment. He had hoped for something in his son more bookish and sedentary, more like his gentle, studious self. I chose the ministry, not, I fear, out of any reverence for the sacred calling, but because my father had followed it before me. |