11/38 Without Molly's knowledge I wrote to her mother telling her that I loved her daughter and begging, as a man begs for his life, to be allowed to ask her to wait for me. The letter was a lie in that it concealed the fact that my love was already confessed but I felt it necessary to shield Molly. I received no answer to the letter, but Molly received a telegram, 'Come home at once.' "I can leave you to imagine the scene--my despair, Molly's tears! Never for an instant did she dream of disobeying and I--I felt that if she went I should lose her forever. Nothing has ever conquered it yet and Molly was like wax in my hands--so long as 'Mother' need not know. |