8/32 And while I spoke, smiling, I prayed within that he might continue to think of me all things good--far better than I deserved, yet not better than I would try to deserve in the future, if I were permitted to spend that future with him. This was a flinging down of the glove, and I knew it well. But I was ready to fight now. But I had thought of a way in which, I hoped, that promise--fulfilled as I meant to fulfil it--might help rather than injure me. I had not lain awake all night for nothing. |