29/35 The war must be won or lost in Europe. Yes; but if the East blazes up, our effort will be distracted from Europe and the great _coup_ may fail. It was a difficult moment in my life. I was happy in my soldiering; above all, happy in the company of my brother officers. I was asked to go off into the enemy's lands on a quest for which I believed I was manifestly unfitted--a business of lonely days and nights, of nerve-racking strain, of deadly peril shrouding me like a garment. |