I was so heartsick--I ran away to the shore as soon as he went to sleep.

It was my only refuge.

I sat there thinking of how my poor father had ended his life, and wondering if I wouldn't be driven to it some day.

Oh, my heart was full of black thoughts! And then you came dancing along the cove like a glad, light-hearted child.

I--I hated you more then than I've ever done since.