54/61 The one reputation he desired was that of a 'sad dog'-- a terrible man with the ladies. That was the paradox of his existence. But she spoke lightly. And there in a book that had not been taken down since he had used it last he found a leaf of paper and some pencil words scribbled on it by him when he was a youth--"my own darling." "And if I only knew now _vich_ darling!" he said, looking at me and slapping his knee. "Vich darling"!' Eleanor repeated, laughing extravagantly. |