8/22 We conversed freely in regard to the future, and formed a resolution to keep together, and embrace the first opportunity of getting to the United States. I suffered severe pains incessantly, which deprived me of sleep. I was losing my strength daily, and at length, without any relaxation of the symptoms, was hardly able to crawl about the ship. I received no sympathy or medical aid from the captain or mate, and could not even obtain a little rice or gruel, or any other food than the coarse viands that were served out to the ship's company. But I could not conceal from myself that my illness was becoming a serious matter. |