The business needs accuracy, and you keep giving me such shocks.

Will you let me speak ?" "Speak," snapped Kirillov, looking away.
"You made up your mind long ago to take your life...

I mean, you had the idea in your mind.

Is that the right expression?
Is there any mistake about that ?" "I have the same idea still." "Excellent.

Take note that no one has forced it on you." "Rather not; what nonsense you talk." "I dare say I express it very stupidly.