36/51 But I do love, though it is true that I don't know how to love very wisely. What is the use in denying it? Then--I don't know--somehow, in the rain out there, I began to wake ... Dear, the old instincts, the old desires, the old truths, came back out of chaos; that full feeling here"-- she laid her fingers on her throat--"the sense of expectancy, the restless hope growing out of torpid acquiescence--all returned; and, dearest, with them all came memories of him. What am I to do? |