29/33 He was struggling hard, working diligently, making for himself a character in Parliament, succeeding,--so said all his friends,--as a barrister. It seemed to himself that among other good gifts that of economy had not been bestowed upon him. He owed a little money, and though he owed it, he went on spending his earnings. He wanted just such a lift in the world as a wife with an income would give him. As for looking about for a girl whom he could honestly love, and who should have a fortune of her own as well as beauty, birth, and all the other things,--that was out of his reach. |