[Erema by R. D. Blackmore]@TWC D-Link bookErema CHAPTER XLIV 9/14
That gentleman's active nature drove him to interfere with other people's business, even though he had never heard of them; and yet through some strange reasoning of his own, or blind adoption of public unreason, he had made me dislike, or at any rate not like, him, until he began to show signs at last of changing his opinion.
And now the question was, had he done that enough for me, without loss of self-respect, to open my heart to him, and seek counsel? In settling that point the necessity of the case overrode, perhaps, some scruples; in sooth, I had nobody else to go to.
What could I do with Lord Castlewood? Nothing; all his desire was to do exactly what my father would have done: and my father had never done any thing more than rove and roam his life out.
To my mind this was dreadful now, when every new thing rising round me more and more clearly to my mind established what I never had doubted--his innocence.
Again, what good could I do by seeking Betsy's opinion about it, or that of Mrs.Price, or Stixon, or any other person I could think of? None whatever--and perhaps much harm. Taking all in all, as things turn up, I believed myself to be almost equal to the cleverest of those three in sense, and in courage not inferior.
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