[Dr. Heidenhoff’s Process by Edward Bellamy]@TWC D-Link bookDr. Heidenhoff’s Process CHAPTER VI 7/15
Work was his nepenthe, and the difference between poor, superficial work and the best, most absorbing, was simply that between a weaker and a stronger opiate.
He prospered in his affairs, was promoted to a position of responsibility with a good salary, and, moreover, was able to dispose of a patent in gun-barrels at a handsome price. With the hope of distracting his mind from morbid brooding over what was past helping, he went into society, and endeavoured to interest himself in young ladies.
But in these efforts his success was indifferent. Whenever he began to flatter himself that he was gaining a philosophical calm, the glimpse of some face on the street that reminded him of Madeline's, an accent of a voice that recalled hers, the sight of her in a dream, brought back in a moment the old thrall and the old bitterness with undiminished strength. Eight or nine months after he had left home the longing to return and see what had happened became irresistible.
Perhaps, after all-- Although this faint glimmer of a doubt was of his own making, and existed only because he had forbidden Laura to tell him to the contrary, he actually took some comfort in it.
While he did not dare to put the question to Laura, yet he allowed himself to dream that something might possibly have happened to break off the match.
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