It is not your duty, and you must not do it.

Barode Barouche is gone; John Grier has gone; and it would only hurt Fabian and his wife and you to tell it now.

You inherit Barode Barouche's gifts, and you have his seat, you represent his people--and they are your people too.
You have French blood in your veins, and you have a chance to carry on with honour what he did with skill.

Forgive me, if you can.
Your loving MOTHER.
P.S.Do nothing till you see me..