"Why the nation did I admit anything to her?
People may talk as they please, so long as I don't sanction it, but I have two or three times.

That's a fool trick.

Suppose I can't find her?
Maybe she won't look at me if I can.

Then I'd have started something I couldn't finish.

And if anybody thinks I'll end this by taking any girl I can get, if I can't find Her, why they think wrongly.