Day before yesterday I forbade you to go to the musician in Red Cock Street, yet you were with him to-day.

I asked you just now whether you had obeyed me and, with smiling lips, you assented." Barbara was already prepared with an answer in harmony with the sharpness of the attack, yet her lover's reproof was well founded.
When he had left the room shortly before he must have been informed that, in defiance of his explicit command, she had gone to the knight's house that morning.
But no one had ever charged her with lack of courage.

Why had she not dared to confess the fault which, from a good and certainly pardonable impulse, she had committed?
Was she not free, or when had she placed herself under obligation to render blind obedience to her lover?
But the falsehood! How severely she must perhaps atone for it this time! Yet the esteem, the love of the man to whom her heart clung, whom she worshipped with all the fervour of her passionate soul, might be at stake, and when he now seized his hat to withdraw she barred his way.
Sobbing aloud, she threw herself at his feet, confessed that she was guilty, and remorsefully admitted that fear of his resentment, which seemed to her more terrible than death, had induced her to deny what she had done.

She could hate herself for it.

Nothing could palliate the departure from the path of truth, but her disobedience might perhaps appear to him in a milder light if he learned what had induced her to commit it.
Charles, still in an angry, imperious tone, ordered her to rise.