[The Emperor Complete by Georg Ebers]@TWC D-Link bookThe Emperor Complete CHAPTER XV 19/20
But she did not easily decide on this course, for, since the afternoon when Pollux had shown her mother's bust to Arsinoe before showing it to her, she had felt a grudge towards the sculptor, who so lately before had touched and opened her weary and loveless soul; and this sore feeling had not diminished, but had rather increased with time.
At every hour of the day, and whatever she was occupied in, she could not help repeating to herself, that she had every reason to be vexed with him. She had stood to him a second time as a model for his work, had spoken to him many times, and when last they parted had promised to allow him this very evening to study once more the folds of her mantle.
With what pleasure she had looked forward to each meeting with Pollux, how truly lovable she had thought him on every fresh occasion; how frankly he too, expressed his pleasure as often as they met! They had talked of all sorts of things, even of love, and how eager he had been when he told her that the only thing she needed to make her happy was a good husband who would succor and comfort her as she deserved, and as he spoke he had looked at his own strong hands while she had turned red, and had thought to herself that if he liked it she would willingly make the experiment of enjoying life heartily by his side. It seemed to her as though they belonged to each other, as if she had been born for him alone, and he for her.
Why then yesterday had he shown Arsinoe her mother's bust before her? Well, now she would ask him plainly whether he had placed it on the rotunda for her or for her sister, and let him see she was not pleased. She must tell him, too, that she could not stand as his model that evening; if only on account of her foot that would be impossible. With increasing pain and effort she crossed the threshold of the hall of the Muses, and went up to the screen behind which her friend was concealed.
He was not alone, for she heard voices within--and it was not a man but a woman who was with him; she could hear her clear laugh at some distance.
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